Welcome! This is a very raw video basically done off the cuff on a whim. No editing, as you can clearly see. Not a pretty video, absolutely nothing fancy. Because- this would have been the last video in the world I thought I'd ever upload to YouTube. Why did I do it? Honestly, I do not know exactly why except, I felt I was led to. It is an account of memories I've had all my life. Only after realizing others have similar stories have I decided to tell mine. I also mention my anxiety and question if it has......