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Today’s NDE afterlife experience is from Lawrence Halushka. Lawrence suddenly collapsed in his bedroom without pain or warning and felt himself separate from his body. He entered a reality beyond time. He describes encountering a powerful, all-knowing presence of pure love—along with other beings—that felt more real than life itself. After flatlining and returning, he was left with a profound shift in how he understands love, purpose, and what it means to be human.
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Im waiting for an NDE that let's us know if it matters if we're good or not…if youre not, do you feel the wrong youve caused?….thats what I'd like to know
“The part most people miss is what happens right before the moment of death in these stories…
That’s where the pattern is — and it’s not random at all.”
so well spoken en good story teller❤
Hey, you wild and crazy guy… I wanted to relate my story to you as one "mystic" to another (Heh) because I was silent about it for so many years. But now that people seem to be crossing back and forth between eternity and this dark world in force and as never before, maybe it's time for us to all get connected here on this side in one way or another- or at least to compare notes and see that we are not alone… 🙂
Maybe this is a new phenomenon or maybe it's the internet and connectivity and the many (non-fake) books that make it seem like this stuff is only now happening more and more. I dunno. But whatever is going on, I like the new freedom I feel to talk about extraordinary personal and spiritual experiences that few would have found credible even fifty years ago and I want people to hear my story before I die and to know that these things are real, have been and are still happening. It gives me hope that maybe, just maybe we won't destroy ourselves and perhaps humanity does have a beautiful future. At any rate, it's all firmly in God's hands no matter what we wish for.
So here it is, as excerpted from a post I made in another NDE story that moved me. I am reposting that previous story I wrote because I had really good and unique energy when I wrote it and don't want to spend the time to reinvent the wheel. I hope you see yourself reflected in my story because you inspired memories for me in yours. Thanks.
“I had a NDE but I didn't physically die to go there. I did it in THIS life, which isn't generally allowed, as I found out- quite painfully… But, I was VERY stubborn, persistent and I found it and brought it to THIS physical plane. I brought heaven HERE and became the REAL me, the infinitely expanded me- the elemental me. It's called "enlightenment" and a few have achieved it over the centuries. But very few. Head, heart and body- open completely like floodgates and operating in total harmony. It's the experience of unity, oneness and the utter defeat of duality and ego, which harshly rule over this dark planet. Total power and all knowledge at one's fingertips balanced perfectly on a pinhead by total compassion and empathy.
After much seeking and work on myself, I became 'a' god, emphasis on the small g. As a young child I always felt that 'something' vital was missing. I just knew in my bones that there was 'something' more that was strangely and frustratingly missing from this movie… Something very big. At around 4 years of age, I looked at the adults in my life and saw the death in their eyes. It was a shocking and profound wake-up call. I knew that if I didn't hurry up and find that mysterious, mythical, MISSING THING, I would end up JUST LIKE THEM- the walking dead. So began my quest. It's a long story and I won't belabor it all here but I began to pursue 'it' with TOTAL commitment and ruthless concentration, even long before I could put a name on 'it'.
Nothing could resist my will. I discovered the "point". That point of consciousness which no barrier can withstand. It moves and focuses at will like a laser beam into the macro or right down into the micro with singular power. With it I discovered and uncovered many things. I say "uncovered" because that's how it works. You are not really learning 'new' things. You are 'uncovering' ancient things which were always there, right under our noses. Becoming enlightened is a process of "unlearning" rather than learning as we know it. You unlearn yourself right into your own eternal higher self. You can't learn that. You uncover what was always there and remove the layers you have slathered on top of it. Striving for something like that, paradoxically, turns out to be neurotic because when you finally get to where you clawed yourself to be, you find that you were already always there in the first place and it actually takes no effort at all- literally. The more I learned/uncovered the more I could then uncover. It's a geometric progression and though the ego tried very, very hard, it could not stop me. I became like a star being born. A powerful radiance growing brighter by the day. No darkness could stand before the sword of my point. I saw people for the configurations of energy that they truly are. I was the tip of the spear. I pushed people where they needed to be pushed, but never exceeded what they were willing to allow. There is profound respect for all beings and all of life. There is free will and one can NEVER override it. But you can push until they relent and say "ok, what!??". Then look out. But still, you can go only as far as they are willing to let you. My feet were on the ground. No one could let me down because I was already standing on it. Wherever you went, I was already there. I knew where you were going and could suggest alternatives… There is nothing solid. Nothing. It's all energy… in constant flux. That's where you really have to trust God. Because the universe is created anew each and every moment and you have to trust that God will continue doing it. There is nothing to grasp onto. Nothing given. Nothing guaranteed. Nothing fixed. Anything to the contrary of that, is illusion. It can be terrifying. But God is always there. Always giving you exactly what you need at the exact appropriate moment. Always true and always keeping his covenant. Seeming imperfection is actually perfect in and of itself.
Finally, one day near my 19th birthday, I came to the cliff's edge with my ego screaming everything it could come up with to stop me, as it had been doing insidiously, deceitfully, constantly and viciously for all those years. But its voice had lost most of its power now and it was become thin and desperate. Very desperate… Its ploys were laid bare. I was powerful. But this was it. The precipice. The cliff's edge. No bottom. The final test. I leapt! The ego voice trailed off like a banshee in the wind, thinner and thinner until it was gone like smoke in a breeze. I fell and fell. Then there was only me and God. I was finally, finally enough. Indeed, I was everything and vast beyond measure and I resonated in place like contained solar fusion. The monkey voice was gone and there was only silence, unity and self. That is all.
I remained in this state of ultimate enlightenment for about two weeks. Many incredible things happened right here on this dark earth in the middle of the no longer ordinary suburbs. Time out of time. As I said, I was a god but in perfect balance with love, compassion and empathy. I was the universe and all the dimensions of existence as one. I was all. I was going to change reality when I finally fully arrived, but when I actually had the ability to do so, there it stayed because 'I' put it there in the first place! Heh. Miracles surround us but it can all seem so mundane… by design! But alas, I also learned that it is not yet time for earth to have heaven upon it. A chain is only as strong as its weakest link, so we all cannot be enlightened until we are all enlightened… Paradoxes and divine comedy everywhere. But I was told that in one thousand years humanity will be finally ready to take the collective leap. That's why we're all here now- to prepare for that coming Holy day. How many lifetimes will that be!? Maybe I will remain in timelessness after this brief life is over so I don't have to wait and suffer for so long… Heh.
I won't go into my fall and the necessary rebuilding of an ego in order to operate in the world once again because it was a long, psychologically violent and painful ordeal. Suffice it to it say that I was like Icarus who flew too close to the sun. Much burning and melting of wax and wings was involved and much gnashing of teeth and a very, very long, hard fall. My vast mansion of power, terraces, hallways and rooms of every knowledge exploded and then tumbled in useless fragments before my shocked and captive eyes. I can't even describe the level and depth of pain. Yet still, God was with me and guiding me back to 'this' reality like a gentle father full of warm, infinite wisdom and limitless patience. I had to endure what I had to endure. But like all the REAL NDEs- (have a skeptical mind!) I retain much from my experience and I can point my finger and say "that way lies God". Not the other ridiculous way of empty, fruitless drama, self-deception and lies. What else really matters; but God? I have been with God and so I can never lose faith. It's like cheating. I'm now a Christian and have bullet-proof faith. I really feel for those poor souls who "lose faith". What could be more painful- or wrong? Every word I have written here is true. I'm 70 now and it still seems like only yesterday that the profound was my daily bread. There are many strange, wonderful and unbelievable things in the world and I still search for them. They are there, hiding amongst the cacophony and static noise. I have found some. These NDE stories are very comforting because they make me remember and they ring with truth. (again, the REAL ones- learn to distinguish from the fake AI copies!) Truth is better than water for a thirsty soul. Thanks for reading my experiences.”
Thing? Entity? He has a Name! Jesus. King of Kings, Lord of Lords!! 🙏🙌😘👑Worship Him!! Ask Him to be your personal Lord and Savior! He loves you with an everlasting Love!
Thank you so much sharing such a private part of your life. I really appreciate the insights and the encouragement to live a life of love, and practice becoming love a little bit more everyday. I think the first step is awareness, then we can start to recognize when we are in love or out of love, and then we can slowly bring intention to every moment and ask do I want to act in love in this moment? I feel it is almost like a game, challenging situations are placed in front of us to ask us, will you take the bait and follow your ego, or will you pause, reconnect with love, feel it, and from this feeling, act in a higher frequency.
Too hard to follow this story. Don't waste your time.
"Nature Boy". Sung by Nat King Cole
Excellent story, some very profound ideas on marriage, the holy spirit, etc. More than I'm going to comment about.
❤ such a beautiful testimony from the otherside! thankyou – i thoroughly enjoyed that ❤
We are Gods, time to listen to Darius J. Wright, we are so very powerful! We do not die!
I had a locution about 20 years ago while getting ready to go into a casino… just two words; "Don't gamble."
It was authoritative and entirely "other." It was absolutely not my own inner dialogue. I don't gamble.
Lawrence, thank you! I am also in Michigan, but I'm afraid I am a woo woo person! LOL! I just wanted you to know that you've inspired me, greatly! I had a very different NDE in 1986. I wrote about it, and have spoken about it. I think the thing NDE experiencers really have to grapple with is accountability. It's hard coming down from that high into a world with such harsh contrasts. Peter Ustinoff (S?) said that love is a never ending act of forgiveness. I believe that. The movie "The Shack" a very hard but great film to watch? The Jesus in that movie says: "Religion is too much work. I don't want slaves, I want friends." I believe that, too. Love is all that matters! Love bless you and yours every day of your lives! Thank you! I loved your story.
I felt divine love from meditational determination alone but the moment it began I was instantly tested and I still haven't passed this one. I allowed it to take the most incredible life changing experience I ever had from me and I struggle to reach that same peaceful state now, over a year later but I know what I experienced and I'll never forget it
I love watching NDEs. It’s like getting a glimpse of heaven. It’s like getting to hear what Jesus is doing on the other side. And it gives us an idea of what it’s like
I love all your movie references 😊 Totally speaking my language
This video is truly engaging and evokes deep emotions 😊 The content not only sparks curiosity but also makes viewers reflect on life, beliefs, and things beyond our usual understanding. The storytelling is smooth and gentle, yet powerful enough to touch the heart ❤ It’s the kind of video that offers both emotional value and a lasting impression 👍 Definitely worth watching and reflecting on! ✨
Some things here remind me a lot of the Catholic saints who are Mystics. Look up 'the Mystic Saints' and you may see parallels with what you have experienced. Best Wishes, Kate
I've listened to so many of such experiences, but it's the first time I hear this very convincing explanation of the life review" – it totally makes sense to me. Thank you for sharing!
So interesting and inspiring. Thank you for being so articulate.
I know someone who died and I think it was from this. He had a widowmaker at 18
thanks
Thank you sir❤❤❤❤
Thank you Lawrence! I appreciate you 🙏🏼
This was well said, respect for this.
Most people don’t realize accepting death is only step one…
I post real near-death experiences that show what comes next.”
5 mins in. The narrative seems cut and spliced to the point of incoherrence
Love better ✝️❤️🔥
Go to Betty Eadie nde
Thank you for starting your music AFTER the final statements. It was so distracting in the earlier videos. I love these videos. Thank you.
I wish I could be with God… One day, when he says I'm ready.
Isn't that is JESUS CHRIST
Is this AI?
So fascinating. Thank you.
Love your NDE stories!!!
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Thomas Moore.
🔥✨ FIRST TIME HEARING THIS KIND OF ACCOUNT — MAKING AMENDS ON THE OTHER SIDE IS POWERFUL! WHO ELSE WAS MOVED BY THIS? 💬🙏
Good story — thanks for sharing!
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Welcome to the Woo Woo club. You can’t remember ever signing up for the club but when the woo woo envelopes you, you realize at least “why” you signed up. It makes life seem as if you are a character inside a dream that God is having and the best and most unexplainable part is when you realize you are watching yourself and from the human perspective, it’s befuddling to imagine how you can be in two places at the same time and moment. You get tenure in the club when you intuitively realize that you never die. And, I guess, that is the key to just “going with the current and flow” and enjoying wherever it takes you. When you own and operate and control the universe – you are just as happy with nothing or something or everything and everyone. What do you care if you are a rock or a homeless person or the CEO of a large corporation. You’re in the Woo Woo club where it’s all good and the good never ends. Steve Jobs waited to his last moments to sign up. On his deathbed and moments before his death, he opened his eyes and exclaimed, “…wow! … Wow! …. WOW!!!” And then he died. He joined the Woo Woo club. No slippery slopes – just an eternity of joy, peace and love.
I think this my favorite one ❤
I experienced a blue being while i slept- and it was real. But i dont think it was God. It was good. I think it was a guardian or being i have history with.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJFeTlKbiYQ
At one point he mentioned that when he returned to this existence he couldn’t find the words to describe what he saw. Others who have had an NDE have said that they saw colors that we just don’t have in this life. That got me thinking: if you can’t explain something as basic as the colors that you saw, how can you possibly explain the most meaningful parts of your experience?