the desire to be loved

the desire to be loved



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37 thoughts on “the desire to be loved

  1. I have had a thought related to love and the life. I think that love is what we ultimately seek. We look to love and be loved, and not only people, but also passions. In the end, love is what gives us the reason to exist and to live. Gives us something to lose, yes, but also something to live for.

  2. Damn! Either you've put some serious efforts or you were just in the groove the whole time you wrote the script. These words don't come easy, my man.
    Kudos !

  3. I want someone to like the things i like, and like the things they like. I want someone to love me and the faults that i have but with the intention of helping it, and i want to create a life of no problems for them. I want them to be pretty so i can make myself look good as them. I want someone and i dont care if im told in the future it will be a bad breakup. I dont care about that.

    I have been single for 23 years, i have been rejected in many ways that come second to johnny bravo. I get that im a male and i have to court the woman, so i build confidence just for it to get knocked down again and again since middle school. I grew up with a single parent, in a religious family, in a place where i never seen piercings, or tattoos or the clothings that women wear nowadays. So im attracted to all of it but i approach it terribly. I can always get the friendship but it never goes further, or i don't get anything at all, because of the experience i had growing up, i know nothing about relationships, i learned about the fine line of love and lust and etc. I do envy seeing my 2 friends i knew since high school be together since highschool (love at first sight). I dont hate it, i will never hate someone else's love, but every rejection i get….i just don't understand…when can i have it, when can i have my first date, first breakup, go shopping together, have a 3rd wheel and not be one, learn how to properly hug or kiss, have my first kiss, have sex, when will i find my someone where i cherish them more than they can cherish me. I still wait

  4. Everything is fine. It always been fine.

    When I’m bored, I can open my phone for entertainment. When I’m lonely, I can always talk to my bros. When family give me plenty of love and support, push come to shove I know they will have my back 100%. When I’m hungry, I can make my own foods.

    I’m happy, I’m fine, that’s how it always been. I’m loved plenty and is happy in many ways.

    It’s pathetic but all I want is to be loved and desired by someone, to be sharing my life with another human. To feel, to talk, to share pain, to appreciate who we are both flawed and not. To spread this great gift of mine, a boring life filled with little happiness here and there.

    Yet there no one want it. I want to spread this happiness of mine so bad. Yet nobody wants it, if anything, all would rather be in bad situation rather than giving me a chance. Most people can talk about how she did this or that, but I can’t. I wasn’t even a chance to be in the race. I can’t complain too, I understand everyone want what is best for them… I guess in a way, I want to be what is best for someone. To satisfy my ego as well as exist in unison with someone.

    I wish I could get rid of this desired of wanting love. Maybe love will come just like what everyone been saying, don’t chase it and it will come to you. But is it even true? I did everything and for a return, I got to be with myself for another day.

    Then again. I’m fine. Life been plenty of happy. I got everything I need and want. All except this one thing. Which is to be loved by someone.

    Like you said it, I am still here. I still enjoy being here. Hopefully one day I would be loved and love the way I want, but even if that don’t happen. I am still here to appreciate the life I have, even if no one will share it.

  5. Many people and philosophers have discussed the question in length ‘what forms identity’
    And to say that identity is formed in isolation is foolish, how can you learn who you are without observing how people react to you, treat you.
    In reality isolation and socialization are required in balance to learn who you are and form your identity, to gain self esteem and self love.
    No matter how strong or secure an image made in isolation is made, if you go out seeking relationships with people and no one is willing to accept you, your identity will crumble and your thoughts of self affirmation will feel like the lies of lunacy. But if you only judge yourself based on the relationships of others the silent moments you have alone will claw at you until your seems break and the void takes the place of the shell you use around others.
    So I ask you this, how is it bad or unhealthy to want your value affirmed? To want a person or cause to live for and with. Why is the only healthy option that of company?
    Company for what? Anyone can keep you company, but the company we as people one is deep and special, and I say the company we chose and want to the depths of our souls that affirms us, that we can use as a cause to live for. I propose that love is all of these things in a way that doesn’t overtake desires of love.
    Deep down I know I am being irrational or unfair with some of the things I say at night. But I am unsure of why I keep saying it, maybe it is because I think I deserve to be sad, for the people I hurt, for making Paris uncomfortable or maybe some other reason.
    But I think, deep down, in another part of my soul, I feel I am worth something, that there is something to live for, if there wasn’t I wouldn’t be alive.

  6. wish i was different i wish i did not crave love as much as i do, and it feels as if i will never achieve it so i have to love myself, but i also hate myself.

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