19-year-old college baseball pitcher, Bubba Herrick, dies during surgery. He experiences a vivid life review, which then leads to a moving encounter with his stepfather, who had died two years earlier. Please like, subscribe, and click the bell for notifications of new content.
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We dig into the parallels between near-death experience stories and the structure of the afterlife as described by 18th-century scientist, philosopher, theologian and mystic Emanuel Swedenborg.
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this was very good – my heart cried knowing its really up to us – “ be gentle to yourself “
Happy for this channel no need to watch NDe 1hr+ 😄
The best and worst news you'll ever hear is 'GOD knows your heart'. JESUS tried to keep us safe by directing ALL our love to GOD and HIS will is what is done when that happens. "you shall love the LORD your GOD with all your mind, heart and soul" and the reason JESUS say's this is because of something else we're warned about, 'the heart is deceitfully wicked above all things, who can know it?' Meaning, you don't even know your true motivations about why you're doing certain things, there is always a primary motive but there is also a LONG game, deep motive.
A lot of people are faking these stories since this phenomenom started to be more known.
And it is a shame that is is so.
Great stuff ❤hyped 🎉
These episodes are always so intense. I can feel myself scooting closer to the edge of my seat. ❤ Love the content ❤
Really just wanted to comment to help with the algorithm. I hold y’all’s content in the highest regards.
This is a powerful one, thank you for sharing, our love is indeed our life!❤🙏
Psychiatrist Raymond Moody has documented the case of a young cardiologist from South Dakota. One morning, the cardiologist got into an automobile accident on his way to the hospital. He was deeply upset by this and was worried that the people involved would demand a lot in damages; he was still preoccupied by these concerns when he rushed to the emergency room to resuscitate a patient undergoing cardiac arrest. The following day, the man whom he'd saved told him that during the resuscitation he had left his body and had watched him during his work. The doctor was taken aback by the patient’s ability to describe exactly how the medical instruments had looked, including their colors, shapes, and dial settings, and in which order they had been used. The patient added, ‘Doctor, I could tell that you were worried about that accident. But there isn’t any reason to be worried about things like that. You give your time to other people. Nobody is going to hurt you.’
Another great video. Well done.
I've got a question..a good many ppl in these stories learn that we chose our lives before we're conceived. Why do some choose to be evil? Why do they choose to be murderers, rapists and abusers knowing the pain they're going cause? That's the one and only thing I cant understand
We freely choose our path and destination.
Bubba is very wise for someone his age. Loved everything you both shared. Thank you. 🙏
Great real world correlation I'm subbed been listening to you for a few months now very few perspectives have changed the direction of my life nag hammadi, the four agreements, Don Juan, Robert n Monroe and now Emmanuel has helped me achieve a deeper spiritual understanding
I saw an episode of the tv series bewitched , and there was a picture of Swedenborg on the wall . I thought you might like to know. Michelle from Australia 🇦🇺 🌺❤️
Thank you for this great episode.🎉
Enjoying this new set of work which intertwines swedenborg’s work directly with a nde account.
Good job Curtis
Dead people are now doing a meet and greet? How is that possible?
Interesting, but a bit too influenced by the naive Christian philosophy. Is this a religious channel trying to dwelve into serious spirituality?
Curtis & Team, I have very little to offer you in thanks for your incredible ministry, but I hope this audio of St. Seraphim of Sarov on the "Acquisition of the Holy Spirit" inspires and encouages you. I sincerely wish you and your families 'Grace Upon Grace'. 🙏
https://youtu.be/o7ISANfgiD4?is=yDJ4xW42pu5Zf8dJ
PS – At just past the 30 minute mark, St. Seraphim explains how the Holy Spirit was even present to those who earnestly sought Truth, such as the Sybils (and by corollary, the pagan Irish, incl Druids). What a wondrous God! ❤
1 Timothy 4:10
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10 That is why we labor and strive, because we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all people, and especially of those who believe.
Which would be the best Swedenborg book to start with. .
I really like your videos, well spoken n presented!❤
I absolutely love this channel! I have been reading NDE books and stories for most of my adult life and watching MANY of these amazing stories here on YouTube. Having had several NDE’s myself from a nearly 40 year illness. I subscribed to your channel because these stories are quick and concise and I am loving that! Thank you, I have been incredibly inspired tonight, getting to learn from and gain wisdom from 3 of your beautiful stories!❤
How can I figure out my ruling love?
Hi there – I really appreciate this rendering of my story, Thank you for putting your own personal twist on this, and thanks for all you do. – Bubba
Really thought provoking way to transmit the knowledge and prod reflection.
In addition to a well present NDE story I am also hearing some beautiful music in the background to help reflect the feelings and ambience of the story.
"I didn't have to think thoughts, I just knew everything," incredibly beautiful , being one with the universe ✨️ 💖 ♥️
Jesus,
You know every corner of my heart.
Nothing I have felt over these past days
has been hidden from You.
Before I ever bought those tickets,
before I ever sent that email,
before I ever met Sundeep,
You already knew every conversation, every tear, every hope, every regret,
and every lesson
that would come from this experience…
So today,
I lay all of it at Your feet.
I surrender Sundeep to You.
I surrender the missed coffee.
I surrender the missed dinner.
I surrender the unanswered questions.
I surrender the "what ifs."
I surrender every imagined timeline.
I surrender every fantasy my mind created.
I surrender every regret that has replayed itself
over and over.
Lord,
if there is anything
You wanted to teach me
through this experience,
let every lesson remain.
Let every unnecessary burden fall away.
Thank You
for showing me
that my grief was never just about one man.
It was about a longing for connection.
A longing for friendship.
A longing for laughter.
A longing to be known.
A longing for adventure.
A longing for a life
that feels expansive
instead of small.
A longing to love
and be loved.
A longing to make a meaningful impact in this world.
Thank You
for revealing that my heart is still alive.
But this experience showed me that I can still feel excitement.
Wonder.
Curiosity.
Attraction.
Hope.
Joy.
Dreams.
Thank You
that those parts of me are not dead.
Jesus,
thank You
for exposing something I could not clearly see before…
I struggle to receive.
When kindness comes toward me,
I become uncomfortable.
When generosity is offered,
I shrink back.
When something beautiful appears unexpectedly,
I instinctively pull away
instead of simply receiving it.
Lord, heal that in me.
Teach me
to receive love
without suspicion.
Teach me
to receive kindness
without guilt.
Teach me
to receive generosity
without feeling that I must earn it.
Teach me
to receive joy
without immediately expecting it to disappear.
Teach me
to receive the good gifts
You place into my life.
Forgive me
for believing that I must either chase what I want
or hide from it completely.
Heal the part of me that believes I ruin good things.
Heal the part of me that believes one imperfect decision can destroy my future.
Heal the part of me that believes opportunities are so scarce
that every missed one must be mourned as though it were my last…
Replace scarcity with trust.
Replace fear with peace.
Replace striving with surrender.
Replace regret with wisdom.
Father,
I also thank You for every person who became a mirror in this story.
Thank You
for the neighbor who showed me what it feels like to be treated with honor and respect.
Thank You
for the young man who reminded me how joyful and effortless genuine conversation can be.
Thank You for Sundeep,
who awakened in me the realization
that I am still capable
of deep attraction, admiration, laughter, and hope…
None of these men are my answer.
You are.
But thank You for allowing each of them
to reveal a piece of the kind of relationship my heart longs for…
Lord,
if marriage is part of Your plan for me,
I ask You to prepare both of us.
Prepare me to receive.
Prepare me to trust.
Prepare me to communicate openly.
Prepare me not to run because of fear.
Prepare me not to chase because of insecurity.
Prepare me
to meet him
with confidence, humility, joy, and peace.
Build into him everything You know is good.
A man who honors me.
A man whose conversation nourishes my soul.
A man whose character reflects Yours.
A man I admire.
A man who delights in adventure, depth, laughter, compassion, and truth.
A man who encourages the calling You have placed on my life.
And if there are qualities I have overlooked
that matter even more,
reveal those to me.
Lord Jesus,
I also place before You my longing for a bigger life.
Not for fame for fame's sake.
But for influence that serves others.
For creativity that glorifies You.
For a voice that brings truth.
For opportunities to speak up for justice.
For meaningful friendships.
For beautiful stories.
For unexpected adventures.
For a life that reflects the abundance You promised.
If You choose to grow my platform,
let it always remain Yours.
Protect me from pride.
Protect me from striving.
Protect me from measuring my worth by numbers.
Let every person I reach
be someone You intended me to reach.
Jesus, I forgive myself.
I forgive myself for not knowing then what I know now.
I forgive myself for making decisions from the understanding I had in that moment.
I forgive myself for being afraid.
I forgive myself for hesitating.
I forgive myself for being human.
I choose not to spend the rest of my life standing in front of a door
that has already closed.
Instead,
I choose to walk with You
toward the doors
You are still opening.
Whether Sundeep was simply a brief chapter
or something You allowed to awaken my heart, I thank You.
I bless him.
I pray that You would protect him, bless his children, guide his life, and continue using his gifts for good…
And then I release him into Your hands.
He does not belong in mine.
Finally, Jesus,
I ask You to heal not just this wound,
but every wound it touched.
Heal the loneliness beneath it.
Heal the grief beneath it.
Heal the fear beneath it.
Heal the years of believing that my life was too small.
Heal the belief that I have missed my chance.
Heal every place where trauma has taught me
to expect loss
before joy.
Replace those places with Your presence.
Speak over me once again:
"Talitha koum."
"Little girl, I say to you, arise."
Arise into hope.
Arise into freedom.
Arise into courage.
Arise into trust.
Arise into joy.
Arise into love.
Arise into the beautiful life
You are still writing.
I trust You
with every chapter
I cannot yet see.
I trust You
with every relationship
that is meant for me.
I trust You
with every dream
I have placed into Your hands.
And above all,
I trust that Your plans for me are wiser, kinder, and more beautiful
than anything I could ever write for myself…
In the holy, precious, and victorious name of Yeshua,
my Lord and my Savior,
Jesus Christ,
I pray.
🙏❤
A great message! Pure white light is love. In a dark Universe at the beginning where did life come from? The light, God, He is the light, the life, the love and compassion to name a couple. ❤❤❤❤