A 19-Year-Old’s Heart Stopped — His Dead Father Was Already

A 19-Year-Old’s Heart Stopped — His Dead Father Was Already



19-year-old college baseball pitcher, Bubba Herrick, dies during surgery. He experiences a vivid life review, which then leads to a moving encounter with his stepfather, who had died two years earlier. Please like, subscribe, and click the bell for notifications of new content.

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0:58 Ready to Die
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We dig into the parallels between near-death experience stories and the structure of the as described by 18th-century scientist, philosopher, theologian and mystic Emanuel Swedenborg.

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31 thoughts on “A 19-Year-Old’s Heart Stopped — His Dead Father Was Already

  1. Want even MORE videos like this? Look through our backlog, we analyze modern and historical accounts of near-death experiences to see what they can teach us about our lives today.
     
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    Check out the years of videos on our channel exploring the teachings of Emanuel Swedenborg.

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    https://www.youtube.com/@SpiritLifeBibleStudy
    Here you will see the Bible in a new light that might help you apply it to your own life.

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  2. The best and worst news you'll ever hear is 'GOD knows your heart'. JESUS tried to keep us safe by directing ALL our love to GOD and HIS will is what is done when that happens. "you shall love the LORD your GOD with all your mind, heart and soul" and the reason JESUS say's this is because of something else we're warned about, 'the heart is deceitfully wicked above all things, who can know it?' Meaning, you don't even know your true motivations about why you're doing certain things, there is always a primary motive but there is also a LONG game, deep motive.

  3. These episodes are always so intense. I can feel myself scooting closer to the edge of my seat. ❤ Love the content ❤
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  4. Psychiatrist Raymond Moody has documented the case of a young cardiologist from South Dakota. One morning, the cardiologist got into an automobile accident on his way to the hospital. He was deeply upset by this and was worried that the people involved would demand a lot in damages; he was still preoccupied by these concerns when he rushed to the emergency room to resuscitate a patient undergoing cardiac arrest. The following day, the man whom he'd saved told him that during the resuscitation he had left his body and had watched him during his work. The doctor was taken aback by the patient’s ability to describe exactly how the medical instruments had looked, including their colors, shapes, and dial settings, and in which order they had been used. The patient added, ‘Doctor, I could tell that you were worried about that accident. But there isn’t any reason to be worried about things like that. You give your time to other people. Nobody is going to hurt you.’

  5. I've got a question..a good many ppl in these stories learn that we chose our lives before we're conceived. Why do some choose to be evil? Why do they choose to be murderers, rapists and abusers knowing the pain they're going cause? That's the one and only thing I cant understand

  6. Great real world correlation I'm subbed been listening to you for a few months now very few perspectives have changed the direction of my life nag hammadi, the four agreements, Don Juan, Robert n Monroe and now Emmanuel has helped me achieve a deeper spiritual understanding

  7. I saw an episode of the tv series bewitched , and there was a picture of Swedenborg on the wall . I thought you might like to know. Michelle from Australia 🇦🇺 🌺❤️

  8. Curtis & Team, I have very little to offer you in thanks for your incredible ministry, but I hope this audio of St. Seraphim of Sarov on the "Acquisition of the Holy Spirit" inspires and encouages you. I sincerely wish you and your families 'Grace Upon Grace'. 🙏

    https://youtu.be/o7ISANfgiD4?is=yDJ4xW42pu5Zf8dJ

    PS – At just past the 30 minute mark, St. Seraphim explains how the Holy Spirit was even present to those who earnestly sought Truth, such as the Sybils (and by corollary, the pagan Irish, incl Druids). What a wondrous God! ❤

  9. 1 Timothy 4:10
    New International Version
    10 That is why we labor and strive, because we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all people, and especially of those who believe.

  10. I absolutely love this channel! I have been reading NDE books and stories for most of my adult life and watching MANY of these amazing stories here on YouTube. Having had several NDE’s myself from a nearly 40 year illness. I subscribed to your channel because these stories are quick and concise and I am loving that! Thank you, I have been incredibly inspired tonight, getting to learn from and gain wisdom from 3 of your beautiful stories!❤

  11. Jesus,

    You know every corner of my heart.

    Nothing I have felt over these past days

    has been hidden from You.

    Before I ever bought those tickets,

    before I ever sent that email,

    before I ever met Sundeep,

    You already knew every conversation, every tear, every hope, every regret,

    and every lesson

    that would come from this experience…

    So today,

    I lay all of it at Your feet.

    I surrender Sundeep to You.

    I surrender the missed coffee.

    I surrender the missed dinner.

    I surrender the unanswered questions.

    I surrender the "what ifs."

    I surrender every imagined timeline.

    I surrender every fantasy my mind created.

    I surrender every regret that has replayed itself

    over and over.

    Lord,

    if there is anything

    You wanted to teach me

    through this experience,

    let every lesson remain.

    Let every unnecessary burden fall away.

    Thank You

    for showing me

    that my grief was never just about one man.

    It was about a longing for connection.

    A longing for friendship.

    A longing for laughter.

    A longing to be known.

    A longing for adventure.

    A longing for a life

    that feels expansive

    instead of small.

    A longing to love

    and be loved.

    A longing to make a meaningful impact in this world.

    Thank You

    for revealing that my heart is still alive.

    But this experience showed me that I can still feel excitement.

    Wonder.

    Curiosity.

    Attraction.

    Hope.

    Joy.

    Dreams.

    Thank You

    that those parts of me are not dead.

    Jesus,

    thank You

    for exposing something I could not clearly see before…

    I struggle to receive.

    When kindness comes toward me,

    I become uncomfortable.

    When generosity is offered,

    I shrink back.

    When something beautiful appears unexpectedly,

    I instinctively pull away

    instead of simply receiving it.

    Lord, heal that in me.

    Teach me

    to receive love

    without suspicion.

    Teach me

    to receive kindness

    without guilt.

    Teach me

    to receive generosity

    without feeling that I must earn it.

    Teach me

    to receive joy

    without immediately expecting it to disappear.

    Teach me

    to receive the good gifts

    You place into my life.

    Forgive me

    for believing that I must either chase what I want

    or hide from it completely.

    Heal the part of me that believes I ruin good things.

    Heal the part of me that believes one imperfect decision can destroy my future.

    Heal the part of me that believes opportunities are so scarce

    that every missed one must be mourned as though it were my last…

    Replace scarcity with trust.

    Replace fear with peace.

    Replace striving with surrender.

    Replace regret with wisdom.

    Father,

    I also thank You for every person who became a mirror in this story.

    Thank You

    for the neighbor who showed me what it feels like to be treated with honor and respect.

    Thank You

    for the young man who reminded me how joyful and effortless genuine conversation can be.

    Thank You for Sundeep,

    who awakened in me the realization

    that I am still capable

    of deep attraction, admiration, laughter, and hope…

    None of these men are my answer.

    You are.

    But thank You for allowing each of them

    to reveal a piece of the kind of relationship my heart longs for…

    Lord,

    if marriage is part of Your plan for me,

    I ask You to prepare both of us.

    Prepare me to receive.

    Prepare me to trust.

    Prepare me to communicate openly.

    Prepare me not to run because of fear.

    Prepare me not to chase because of insecurity.

    Prepare me

    to meet him

    with confidence, humility, joy, and peace.

    Build into him everything You know is good.

    A man who honors me.

    A man whose conversation nourishes my soul.

    A man whose character reflects Yours.

    A man I admire.

    A man who delights in adventure, depth, laughter, compassion, and truth.

    A man who encourages the calling You have placed on my life.

    And if there are qualities I have overlooked

    that matter even more,

    reveal those to me.

    Lord Jesus,

    I also place before You my longing for a bigger life.

    Not for fame for fame's sake.

    But for influence that serves others.

    For creativity that glorifies You.

    For a voice that brings truth.

    For opportunities to speak up for justice.

    For meaningful friendships.

    For beautiful stories.

    For unexpected adventures.

    For a life that reflects the abundance You promised.

    If You choose to grow my platform,

    let it always remain Yours.

    Protect me from pride.

    Protect me from striving.

    Protect me from measuring my worth by numbers.

    Let every person I reach

    be someone You intended me to reach.

    Jesus, I forgive myself.

    I forgive myself for not knowing then what I know now.

    I forgive myself for making decisions from the understanding I had in that moment.

    I forgive myself for being afraid.

    I forgive myself for hesitating.

    I forgive myself for being human.

    I choose not to spend the rest of my life standing in front of a door

    that has already closed.

    Instead,

    I choose to walk with You

    toward the doors

    You are still opening.

    Whether Sundeep was simply a brief chapter

    or something You allowed to awaken my heart, I thank You.

    I bless him.

    I pray that You would protect him, bless his children, guide his life, and continue using his gifts for good…

    And then I release him into Your hands.

    He does not belong in mine.

    Finally, Jesus,

    I ask You to heal not just this wound,

    but every wound it touched.

    Heal the loneliness beneath it.

    Heal the grief beneath it.

    Heal the fear beneath it.

    Heal the years of believing that my life was too small.

    Heal the belief that I have missed my chance.

    Heal every place where trauma has taught me

    to expect loss

    before joy.

    Replace those places with Your presence.

    Speak over me once again:

    "Talitha koum."

    "Little girl, I say to you, arise."

    Arise into hope.

    Arise into freedom.

    Arise into courage.

    Arise into trust.

    Arise into joy.

    Arise into love.

    Arise into the beautiful life

    You are still writing.

    I trust You

    with every chapter

    I cannot yet see.

    I trust You

    with every relationship

    that is meant for me.

    I trust You

    with every dream

    I have placed into Your hands.

    And above all,

    I trust that Your plans for me are wiser, kinder, and more beautiful

    than anything I could ever write for myself…

    In the holy, precious, and victorious name of Yeshua,

    my Lord and my Savior,

    Jesus Christ,

    I pray.

    🙏❤

  12. A great message! Pure white light is love. In a dark Universe at the beginning where did life come from? The light, God, He is the light, the life, the love and compassion to name a couple. ❤❤❤❤

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