Near-Death Experiencer Panel: Ana Gonzalez, Bernd Boettger and Alan Hugenot share profound journeys into the afterlife, unconditional love, and encounters with the divine light.
Moderated by Alan Hugenot from San Francisco, this open panel explores what happens after death, emotional transformation, spiritual impact, and how love transcends even the boundaries of life itself.
Topics Include:
Traveling beyond galaxies during cardiac arrest
Meeting spiritual guides and Archangels
Understanding life purpose after returning
The emotional aftermath of dying
How near-death experiences change relationships
Dealing with good, evil, and unconditional love
Timestamped Chapters
0:00 Welcome & Introduction to the Near-Death Experience Panel
1:13 Bernd from Germany Shares His Journey Beyond the Milky Way
4:52 Describing Love, Light, and Leaving the Body
7:04 Reflection on Burt’s Galactic Experience
7:52 Ana’s Story: Born with a Heart Condition and Guided by “Raffle”
10:53 The Surgery, Heart Arrest, and Entering the Light
15:35 Visions of Animals, Children, and Peaceful Realms
17:18 The Hand of Light and Returning to Life
20:04 Alan’s Experience: The Golden Light and Ancient Connection
21:45 The Pain of Returning to the Physical Body
23:29 The Call That Proved Consciousness Survives
25:07 Panel Q&A: What It’s Like to Come Back
27:01 The Shock of Re-entry and Why Dying Feels Easier
29:26 Dreams, Mediumship, and Continuing Contact Beyond Death
33:52 Revisiting the Other Side Through Meditation
35:01 The Psychologist’s NDE & New Intuitive Abilities
38:45 Ana’s Guardian: The Being of Light Called “Raffle”
39:55 Finding Emotion and Healing After Returning
44:25 Relationships, Love, and Understanding After NDEs
46:38 How NDEs Change Sensitivity, Compassion, and Boundaries
47:26 Angelic Guidance and the Meaning of Archangel Raphael
48:11 What Leaving the Body Looks Like
51:18 Facing Evil and Understanding Light vs Darkness
54:49 Love as the Antidote to Evil and Separation
57:10 The Role of Compassion and Forgiveness
59:02 The Little Hitler Within – Conscious Healing for Humanity
1:01:01 Children’s Wisdom and Inner Angelic Guidance
1:01:46 Hospice Nurse Testimony: At the Threshold of Two Worlds
1:03:40 Final Reflections & Closing Gratitude
Ana Gonzalez: I was born with a complicated heart congenital problem: Transposition of great vessels and one single ventricle with pulmonary stenosis, expecting to live for a few years and die at around 8 or 9 years old. I believed I would die soon so I developed a special communication with an “angel” that would be my companion during very difficult times. As a miracle I kept on living. I got married and had a beautiful daughter. Just then my heart got real sick and finally doctors were able to do a surgery on me, since there was none.
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Bernd Boettger: While being 20-25 min. clinically dead after a cardiac arrest I can tell about my experience of bodiless going up from earth moving through a field of extreme love to the “border” of the universe when a voice which cannot be described sent me back. My travelling I estimated was more than 16000 times light speed; I know we believe this is not possible, any way. After an extraordinarily fast recovery and without neurological damages, my life had changed, I had changed. After some strange things, like completely having lost the fear of death, being certain to know how long somebody will live, having the feeling knowing some seconds before what will happen, etc. my life changed in many respects.
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Bernd sounds just like Eckhart Tolle. I am a medium and channeler and have received stories from people who have successfully transitioned. They talk about their experience of: leaving the body, being greeted and life review.
I'm an empath, and can totally relate to his sadness when a fly dies. That's how deeply I feel too. Makes life hard sometimes, but there is nothing wrong in having sympathy; including for a fly. The world would be a perfect place is everyone felt like this.
Hilter was a cruel monster to humans, but he did love animals apparently, and would not eat meat. And, I am sorry to disagree, but I cannot love someone who is evil and cruel, either to humans or animals. I will just pray for the innoent lives they hurt, and help, but not love evil.
There are sociopaths.satan worshippers ruling the world…I don't believe theyre all just "wounded."
Very Enjoyable
Great video. Thanks
I noticed Allan Huegenot is wearing a wrist watch. Isn't it suppose to stop???
So Hitler won't received judgement in the after life??? What about Himmler? And all those other Evil men responsible for the Holocaust?
Near death stories have helped me soooo much, eternally grateful ☝️🌈🌈🌈☝️
Hi God here☝️.
Rip Art Bell.
So dad to hear about the death of Art Bell!
May God Bless Your family at this time!
Wow, the first lady's story is so touching! They are all good and I am so thankful they are sharing with us!
I do have a question for Dr. Long, I was reading about NDE's in Japan. Those people had pretty different experiences, not one person in their study had a "life review". And not one person in their study described feeling love while in their NDE. Their were some other differences but I can't remember everything. Those two things are things that were so powerful to me, and in western NDE's it seems that they are very important parts of their experience. They also did not report coming back and changing the materialistic part of their life, and knowing that "stuff or things" are not at all important. A few of them report that they were told to "study" when they came back. This study also said most Indians (Indians from India, not American Indians) reported having no "life review" and being sent back due to a clerical error, hahaha I found that so funny! But I would like your input and opinion about this.
What an amazing, beautiful and inspiring video! Thank you so much for posting this….
When you are open minded and you receive Jesus and go through the baptism He taught to welcome the Holy Spirit (God's Spirit within), the love and light can be experienced right here on earth. Thing is we look at people's routines and rituals of religion and not read the Word ourselves and in childlike faith, in love of God see what He has been saying all these years. Once we are about self, we step out of God's light but instead if we ask ourselves how we got here, if there is a God etc this is the start to walking in truth. Jesus said test the spirits so if ever anyone goes thru an NDE, maybe for curiosity sake you can ask the "spirit guide" about Jesus, to invite Him into the situation because there are some persons who saw certain "spirit guides" turn into demonic entities. In no way trying to scare anyone, its just I want people to be safe and it doesn't matter what measures it takes to be that way. You guys are worth it, much love and God's blessed guidance
❤️❤️ love really is what it's all about
We are all intelligent, all powerful, eternal creative beings able to be and create whatever we choose out of all that was, is and ever will be.
Then after a short blip of a life we die and are met by a 7 foot giant wise man who tells us what we can and cannot do. Sounds like a contradiction to me.
True- I definitely felt slammed back down into my body. Similar to falling off a high up balcony – but instead of slamming down on a concrete sidewalk…. I felt slammed down hard into my physical body.
I was very impressed by this video until around 52:00, then I was horrified and totally disillusioned when all three of them answered a question about evil in the world. To paraphrase some wise, righteous person "Evil can only persist in the world if good people stand by and do nothing to stop it." But instead of acknowledging the need for humanity to oppose evil, to stop the child predators, greedy globalists, etc.. all three shamefully justified doing NOTHING and burying their collective heads in the sand. Shameful. They did not focus on the true victims of evil, the million children and women being trafficked around the world, the victims of needless wars for empire, the starving children of Yemen, the oppression of the Palestinians in apartheid Israel – I could go on – but instead personalized the issue and focused on how acknowledging evil would affect THEM. In other words, justifying sticking their heads in the sand. Nothing spiritual or enlightened about that. Shameful.
I had been hyper-empathetic when i came back, about all things, and easily offended by the material world. Had a deep reverence and appreciation for all life and existence, overwhelmingly, almost painfully. It was difficult to return to self care including all sorts of incongruent processes, from using materials like styrofoam and plastics, and single use items, to deciding to rid my annoyance of a pest, or witnessing another’s unconscious behaviors without taking those acts too personally. I withdrew…
Have since become more emotionally disassociated at times to an extreme of non-emotion. It’s a frustrating process, to find balance, but often has more to do with how in integrity I am with my choices and my values. I came back with no direction/ guidance as to what I was meant to come back for. I wasn’t specific enough when I asked, I said “if there is more good for me to do there, i will return.” I returned to be rejected betrayed and ostracized by everyone I had previously known, and always loved personally. As a seeker i had found answers no one else i knew wanted to know. Their fear response was absolute.
Thought I could get those answers intellectually as I had been very able to decipher in life before, analytically. Non- of what feeds my soul now is half as analytically/ cognitively apparent. My answers come when I am open to the source I returned from, without the assumptions of egoself interpreting or anticipating what it means. Life is just as much an enigma to me as it had been, being source just makes sense, and everything else is an exercise in development of material form. When i feel lost, i retreat and get quiet and listen/observe, and most importantly ask for guidance. Sometimes it feels as though i am getting the silent treatment from spiritual support, then something clicks, and I’m back on track. When i fall off track things go wrong, and I feel ill, or distant, and aloof, until I recognize my incongruous choices.
I wanted to know beyond any doubt, there is more to all we see and experience than just that, that there is a source/God, and what that means/purpose of this all… still working on the “what that means.” part. Meanwhile i do as much good as i can see i can do, when I am checked in.
The first guy sounds just like Eckhart Tolle!
earth is flat, so if you see a ball earth then it is just a dream
Hitler did not believe in himself as doing good by killing thousands of innocent people – he just got a mindset which does not care. Compassion is like a seed which has to be preserved and get developed as we are small children. Otherwise those individuums just do not feel it as it is no part of their personality. Then there always will be a lack of it their whole life. So everybody knows what is right and what is wrong. It just does not matter to all of us at all.
It's good to know that there's something greater than what we read in the news and what we hear about going on. It's also good to hear the something more powerful than our day to day and it is in our favor.
I'm sorry because I think everyone meant well, but please don't think Hitler thought he was doing a good thing. He brutally killed 6 million people because they were a different religion, he cause the deaths of millions and millions more. He was evil incarnate. You can deny evil all you want, but I have seen evil close up, and I believe that some souls are from the evil one.
Ana has such a beautiful way of speaking….
Amazing how the emotions stay fresh after the years pass.
Interesting
Nobody ALIVE can tell you life goes on when your TRULY DEAD
Ana Gonzalez, I heard you say something when you noticed the yellow circle above your head the there was a finger and tickling??? What was that? Can you please explain this? This sounds oddly familiar to me although I've never had an NDE. I know I've felt that but not really in a physical sense, and like when I was very young, maybe an infant. And many many times.
Bernd sounds like Eckhart Tolle, very soothing voice
❤ thanks for sharing ❤